“WHEN I FOLLOW MY PASSIONS MY PURPOSE IS REVEALED.”
Find Your Happy
Recently I’ve been seeing a lot of videos, pictures, reels, and TikTok’s of people talking about their purpose, or how to find your purpose. And boy does this life feel overwhelming and daunting once you step into the unknown and haven’t quite figured out what your purpose is. Seeing others who have found their purpose is humbling and amazing to see others thriving in their lives. It makes me grateful to know that I can have that life too.
What it really comes down to is you, the person reading this (or me, the one writing this) are the creator of your own reality, your own life. You make the decisions, choices, and actions with whatever aligns with you. You get to choose how you desire to live your life. And once you start to realize this you can start to make decisions that align with who you are.
I still haven’t found something that feels meaningful for me yet, but I am working towards it every day. I have so many people asking why I don’t have a job, why I am not working, what’s your next move. And truthfully it’s because I don’t want just any ‘job’. I desire to do something that feels meaningful, something that brings me joy every day. This period in my life, looks nothing like what I thought I would be doing. Walking away from a comfortable lifestyle, into the unknown, uncomfortable of not knowing if I will be okay not working, uncomfortable not making an income while I am taking this break, not knowing if I can afford all of my supplements and food, all while trying to find myself and who I desire to be.
As I am writing this post I am outside, admiring the bright blue sky, the birds flying around, the film scores that I am listening to, and the sun shining bright. Just being grateful to be here writing my thoughts out, having the ability to move, walk, see, taste and feel. Grateful for being alive. I am so blessed to be here, helping my mom out when she needs it, getting to spend so much time with my mom and getting the time to work on healing myself.
If you are working yourself, going through a healing journey, or trying to find yourself, just know you’re not alone. I see you and I know how hard it is to be in this position. I know that there is something out there for all of us. We’ll find our way through this life that we’ve been blessed to live. The universe is always working in all of our favors, even if it doesn’t feel like it in the moment. Know that the universe will never put you in a position that you couldn’t handle. Keep the faith that you are are the path you are meant to be on, and that you can handle whatever life throws at you. I believe in you.